Notes 4 today..

28th October 2010

Im all alone..
None of my fren came today
It should be one of the happiest day in my life c0z my parents will come back home..
Feel like my time is over now
My fren now hv gone far, far away
They won't care bout me
They seems so happy
Myb they can be more happy without me around

Its okay, fren
We can juz act like we r schoolmates only
Promise, I won't bother u anymore
Im nothing 4 u
& I hope u r nothing 4 me
but tht is the biggest lie tht I've ever create
Mcm mne aq nk ckp yg kau bkn sape2 utk aku padahal kau wujud dlm hidup aku slama hmpir 3 thun..
Kau antara pnyeri hidup aku yg terbaik

aaargh..
Knape aku tak dpt nk snyum mcm dlu?
Aku sndri dpt rse yg snyumn aq hmbar..

aaahh...
I'm sure he won't forgive me
I've already done to many mistakes
Until he doesn't want 2 forgive me,
see me and be fren with me at all
How could he do this to me?
I know he hates me so much
Dia x pndg aku un tadi..
Really angry..
Sorry babe..

He won't care bout me anymore
Anyeong Sarang..
Gudbye Love..
I hv 2 leave u
He hates me more than he hates his crush..
What can I do?
Juz try 2 live without him...


im already insane..
Hw can a normal girl like me play congkak alone...